WORDS OF
RABBI NACHMAN
1
"Because I know that Hashem is great
and our Master (is greater than) all gods (Psalms 135:5)." King David
r.i.p. said, "because I know," specifically I know, because the greatness of the
Creator blessed He is impossible to relate to one's friend, and even to oneself
it is impossible to relate from one day to the next day according to what
shines for him and flares for him on that day, he cannot tell over to himself
on the second day the brilliance and the sparkling illumination of His
greatness blessed He that he had yesterday. Therefore he said, "because I
know," specifically I know, because it is
impossible to relate whatsoever.
And he said that what is written
afterwards: "All that Hashem desired He did in the Heavens and the Earth
etc.," This is a completely different matter, and completely divergent
from the praise of "because I know." Because his intent with these
words "because I know" is impossible to relate whatsoever, and it is
very, extremely high, "high above high (Koheles 5:7)," what is
impossible for a mouth to relate, just specifically I know as explained above.
And as it is written in the Zohar (volume 1 page 103): "known in the gates
is her husband (Aishes Chayil - a woman of valor, Proverbs 31:23)," -
'Everyone according to the falcons of their heart', as explained elsewhere (see
Likutay Moharan 72, and Likutay Halachos, Rosh Chodesh 3:11, and Pirya Virivya
3:16).
2
It is very good to throw oneself upon
Hashem Yisburach and to rely upon Him. And my way is: when the day comes, I
give over all the movements of mine end of my children and does all those
contingent on me upon Hashem, that all should be as His desire blessed He, and
this is very good. Also then there is no need to worry and to think whatsoever
if the behaviour is proper or not, since it is reliant upon Him blessed He. And
if He blessed He desires in a different way - he is complaisant to behave in a
different way as He desires blessed He.
And similarly, when Shabbos or Yom Tov
arrive, then I give over all the behaviour and all the matters and all the
movements of that Shabbos or Yom Tov to Hashem Yisburach, that everything
should be as His will blessed He. And then, however the conduct is on that
Shabbos or Yom Tov no longer thinks or worries whatsoever maybe he did not
fulfill the obligation in the conduct of the Holiness of that day, since he
already gave everything over to Hashem Yisburach, and relied upon Him blessed
He alone.
3
And he spoke of the inordinate dramatic greatness of the Creator blessed
is His Name, and it is impossible to explain this in writing. And he said: That to the greatness of the
Creator blessed He there is no measure, because there are awesome things
happening in the world, extremely wondrous and awesome and they are not known
whatsoever, that is, that we still do not know any knowledge whatsoever,
absolutely nothing. And also what is brought (Bicheenoas Oalum) “the apex [tachlis]
of knowledge [ha-yideyuh] is that we will not [sheloa] know [naidah],” that is also applicable to every
single (level of) knowledge, that is, that even when one reaches the apex of
that knowledge, that is, not to know, even still this is not the apex. Because
this apex is just in that knowledge, but in the knowledge higher than it, he
still has not started in it whatsoever, and so forth higher (and) higher. Hence
never will one know anything, whatsoever not, and even still this is not the
apex, because he still hasn’t started whatsoever to know of the knowledge above
this knowledge that he has reached its apex of not knowing etc..
Also he spoke of the inordinate dramatic greatness of the virtue of
repentance, and even when one falls drastically Heaven forbid, and everyone
falls to where they fall may the Merciful One save us, even still it is
forbidden to give up on oneself, because repentance is higher, above the Torah, therefore there is not any
despair in the world, because if one merits there will be made from his sins an
entirely different affair, just as our Sages o.b.m. said (Yuma 86: regarding
repentance out of love) that the sins are turned around into merits. And there
is in this matter secretive secrets, just the general principle
is that from all the falls and descents of the world may the Merciful One save
us, it is possible to return to Him blessed He easily, “because to His
greatness there is no measure (Psalms 145:3).” And the main thing which
all is contingent upon, is that one should despair of himself from screaming to
Hashem and to supplicate and to pray to Him blessed He always.
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