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Showing posts with label suicide. Show all posts
Showing posts with label suicide. Show all posts

Tuesday, July 10, 2018

Nachman Shabsai OB"M - post from 7/28/09

HH

There are amazing stories about Nachman Shabsai that I heard, they are trying to write them down and make a book B"H.
First I would like to remind you of a previous post, that during the week of the mourning for N"S the Daf Yomi spent 4 days learning about very very holy tzadikim who were extremely fat (Bava Metzia 83b - 86 see Tosfos there).
Here is one story:
   During Sfiras Hu-Omer (if I recall correctly) N"S was hospitalized. He had many many visitors to the extent that minyanim would convene prayers there and eventually the hospital refused to put up with them. One person told me that when he arrived at the hospital to visit N"S and asked the nurse where to find him, the nurse knew his room number by heart, and asked, "what is he some type of admu"r?" An arab man who was in the hospital told one of my friends that he had been prepared to commit suicide until N"S talked him out of it. A few similar amazing tidbits come to mind, maybe I"ll be zoche to write them later.
   The hospital put him on a diet of: cucumbers, tomatoes, cheese, water (and maybe one other thing). Once he asked my friend M"O to get him some wafers, Mordichai told him that N"S had to keep his diet, N"S told M"S: you think I need you to get wafers, Hashem Yisborach can get them for me a different way. Shortly afterwards and arab youth was walking by - eating wafers. N"S asked him if he could have some, without a word the boy walked over and gave N"S the whole bag.
    Later, in middle of the night, a nurse saw the empty bag of wafers near N"S and berated and rebuked him for not keeping his diet. N"S told her that he need lafah (something similar to schwarma) the nurse told him that he was crazy, how was he going to get lafa in middle of the night. N"S told her that H"Y was able to do everything. Just then the phone rang it was an American friend asking if he could come visit. N"S told him for sure, and to bring some lafa, the friend arrived with the lafa and 100 shekel for N"S.
another story:
   N"S once got on a bus and sat in the back. He started complaining that he was hungry, famished. People were disgusted, slowly they left the back of the bus and made their way to the front. One woman began yelling at N"S how dispicable he was, that he should go on a diet.... N"S took it all quietly as the woman let it all out. Before N"S got off the bus N"S began to bless the woman with blessing after blessing....
another story:
   Once at a chasuna (there's a whole story how he got there but I don't remember it well enought to write down, it's something like taking a "special" taxi from Yerushalayim to Beis Shemesh even though he hadn't any money, when they arrived they quickly got the money, M"O who was with him also raised 200 shekel and found that N"S had already paid, N"S took 100 from M"S and gave it to someone as charity (he supported many people and often gave all his money to charity)) he was told that a few feet away there was a free bus that would take him home. N"S said H"Y is everywhere and that he didn't have to budge. In the end someone pulled up right next to N"S and drove him home to the door.
these are just some of many stories that I have recently heard.


Great blessings of Na Nach Nachmu Nachman Meuman!





Monday, October 16, 2017

Nanach on the Torah - Parshas Noach - Torah Portion of Noah - references to all the pertinent original teachings of Rabbi Nachman of Breslov and his disciples

HH


Noach


It is a segula (propitious) to read this Torah portion to chase away the impure spirit (Sefer Hamidos - Character - Klipa 10).

6:9 נֹחַ אִישׁ צַדִּיק: Noah was a righteous man.


Even though Noach was a great tzadik as were others, they did not merit to reveal the Blessed Divinity, only Abraham



Likutay Halachos, Laws of Blessings of the Morning 5:74



6:11 וַתִּשָּׁחֵת הָאָרֶץ לִפְנֵי הָאֱלֹהִים וַתִּמָּלֵא הָאָרֶץ חָמָס: And the land was corrupt/destroyed before the G-d and the land was full of extortion/theft.


The defect of stealing and the defect of the bris (circumcision) are contingent upon each other, and through their stealing they came to defect the bris



Likutay Halachos, Laws of Judges 5



7:1 בֹּא אַתָּה וְכָל בֵּיתְךָ אֶל הַתֵּבָה: Go, you and all your household to the ark.


Noach needed to enter the ark because he did not merit to complete abnegation so as to be protected from the rule of the dinim (judgments)


Likutay Halachos, Laws of Arvis 4:17



7:17 וַיְהִי הַמַּבּוּל אַרְבָּעִים יוֹם עַל הָאָרֶץ: And the flood was forty days on the earth.


Through defection of the bris (circumcision) comes flooding and all confusions


Likutay Halachos, Laws of a Synagogue 5:23



8:18 וַיֵּצֵא נֹחַ וּבָנָיו וגומר: And Noach and his sons went out etc..


Noach did not beseech for the sake of his generation because he did not have the expertise of rutzoa (running) vishoav (returning), to find the good point in the wicked


This was the guarantee of the rainbow, to extend the expertise of the expertise of rising/entering and the expertise of going out

Likutay Halachos, Laws of Shabbos 7:69

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Noach did not have self sacrifice needed to reveal the hidden kindness of Hashem which cannot be terminated


Likutay Halachos, Laws of Circumcision 3:7



9:5 וְאַךְ אֶת דִּמְכֶם לְנַפְשֹׁתֵיכֶם אֶדְרֹשׁ: Just the blood of your souls I will hold accountable.


A person cannot kill himself by judging himself guilty, because even his own bearings he does not knowledge


Likutay Halachos, Laws of Urlu 4:16



11:4 הָבָה נִבְנֶה לָּנוּ עִיר וּמִגְדָּל וְרֹאשׁוֹ בַשָּׁמַיִם וְנַעֲשֶׂה לָּנוּ שֵׁם: Let us build a city and a tower and its head in the heavens and we will make for ourselves a name.


They wanted to remove the Shechina from the lower world, so that the name of Hashem would have no remembrance


Likutay Halachos, Laws of a Synagogue 6:9



11:26 וַיְחִי תֶרַח שִׁבְעִים שָׁנָה וַיּוֹלֶד אֶת אַבְרָם: And Terach lived seventy years and he begot Avrum.


Holy souls are caught in such places



Likutay Halachos, Laws of Blessings of the Morning 3:4



11:32 וַיָּמָת תֶּרַח בְּחָרָן: And Terach died in Churun.


The end of the era of Anger and from here Avrohom goes to the Holy Land to bring mitigation



Likutay Halachos, Laws of Tefillin 5:14




 Na Nach Nachma Nachman MeUman!



Thursday, December 1, 2016

Praying for Messiah and meriting to Nanach!

HH

In the early days of the publicizing of the holy Petek, Saba had really only two staunch friends, Ahron Patz o.b.m. and Meir Yimini o.b.m.. One day they were sitting together in Ranana, and  Saba told them go to the Kosel - the Western Wall - there is someone there praying for Messiah, bring him over.

So this is what was happening. Sharon Telstore (who for many years is devoted to bringing the holy tomb of Rabbainu to Jerusalem bb"a) who was fresh off of a secular kibutz (early Israeli communist styled colony), clean shaven and all, was considering suicide, and he went to the Western Wall and he was praying there for two days straight for Messiah, and that is what Saba picked up on.

So Meir and Aaron Patz went to the Western Wall and started looking for this person who was praying for Messiah. They saw a gur chussid, and they asked him if he was praying for the Messiah, and they got a bewildered stare, and similar responses, until they decided to approach the young clean shaven boy, and they brought him to Saba.

Recently, on the the 18th of Cheshvon, the hilula of Saba, Sharon met with Saba's grandson Shefer who recently retired from being Bibi Netanyahu's Chief of Staff, and Shefer told him that there is an active initiative to bring the holy tomb of Na Nach Nachma Nachamn MeUman to Jerusalem, and that the allotted plot on Mount Zion is still officially recognized and binding to be the site for the holy tomb, bb"a.

Na Nach Nachma Nachman MeUman!




Sunday, June 7, 2015

How low can you go?

HH

Some people have a real hard time in this world, it just isn't worth it to them, they even contemplate suicide G"F. This is nothing for the tzaddik. The tzaddik has absolutely no enjoyment or benefit from this world, the tzaddik begins his sorrows when he ceases to even be able to project for himself a future world. Rabbainu says that a Jew only begins to enter the devotion of G-d when he reaches this state -- not having any portion what so ever, at which point the person takes upon himself the service of HY for this alone, for the glorification of HY, without having any thoughts of personal benefit or promotion. This is where it all begins!

Na Nach Nachma Nachman MeUman!